To my friends:
I have no friends at the moment! Only until April's over!

To my boyFRIEND:
I love you! I think! I don't know what love feels like, but the closest thing to it, I feel it for you! Love is an odd feeling. Sometimes I don't feel anything towards you at all, is that too honest? I never dislike or hate you, I just feel neutral. But I am aware that I am supposed to constantly feel love for you. Nearly a year together, it's been a trip. The person I'm most honest with is you. I don't think I'd ever be as honest with anyone else as I am with you. You understand me, I think, or at least you try to. I once again want to apologize for anything bad I've ever done. You are a great guy, I just have a lot of issues when it comes to feelings and emotions, so I'm sorry if sometimes it seems that I'm being mean to you or don't love you. In the end, I always am aware that I feel something towards you that makes me care and want to fix your sorrows.