Monday, May 12th, 2025.
Cut my hair supr short. Freaked out. I am male and I got tired of larping as a little girl on the internet. Deleted my Tumblr.

Thursday, May 8th, 2025
Been watching a lot of Buck Angel lately. Feeling more like a man than usual. Odd how things change. I can't tell if it's just the MPD or not, but then what would have triggered it? Unsure. I am craving peanut butter with chocolate chips in it so badly... or maybe oatmeal? Unsure. I had to starve this week because I legit had barely any food, so I'm extra hungry. I really love Dylan. I love you Dylan. I love you a lot. I think I am ugly, but it's okay. Looks change a lot and I am changing.

Friday, April 11th, 2025
Joyous day today. I keep waking up suicidal. I am currently eating soup(?). Will update more later... listening to He Ya Ho Na by Nechochwen. Thank Malachi for the recommendation!

Wednesday, April 9th, 2025
Happy birthday Eric, my sweet boy <\3 :^( I miss you so much... I am not a hateful person despite my last entry(edited).

Sunday, April 6th, 2025.
>>Shrugs<< what's a gal to do? I cut my bangs, but they're very f*cked up and look bad without a hat. Here, I'll add a photo of me so you can kind of see them, haha!


I'm wearing a hat, but you can see how short and straight my bangs are.

Sunday, March 30th, 2025.
I don't have much to say at the moment. This is my first entry on this page! I'm excited for this site to be up and running. I guess all I want to say now is that I feel constantly like I will die soon. I am planning on it, but I'm not sure exactly when, just that I would like to die young. Life is suffering. I am not a nihilist, HAHA!